so yesterday was pointfest, and it was the greatest day of my life, it always is, but this was different, it really showed me alot. like just how much i love julie. and this isnt another of one of my pointless rantes about how much i love her, last night really opened my eyes. even thought it was the best day ever, towards the end of thes how i got incredibly depressed, i was sitting in the crowd on the lawn crying, and for no reason, which scared me, i was sitting there, with all my friends, at pointfest, while the urge was playing, and i was crying, i dont even recall what all happened between 9:30 til the time i woke up this morning, and i still dont know what was bothering me, but going throught that last night showed me how much julie and i love one another. i was sitting there huddled in a ball, and she came over to see what was wrong, she didnt really help the situation, noone really did, but the fact that she cared and was there when i needed her meant alot to me, and that helped, just having her around me, pulled me through the night, i can honestly say i dont know if i would have been alright without her, i love her so much, with all of my heart.