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[08 Jul 2004|11:30pm]
i really like how this is still here, even thought the greatest couple has changed
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[20 Jun 2004|10:48am]

Its Over
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this is all i gotta say..... [06 Jun 2004|11:15pm]
she brings me a little bit closer, a little bit closer to heaven" - steve ewing
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pointfest 16!!!! [06 Jun 2004|07:19pm]
so yesterday was pointfest, and it was the greatest day of my life, it always is, but this was different, it really showed me alot. like just how much i love julie. and this isnt another of one of my pointless rantes about how much i love her, last night really opened my eyes. even thought it was the best day ever, towards the end of thes how i got incredibly depressed, i was sitting in the crowd on the lawn crying, and for no reason, which scared me, i was sitting there, with all my friends, at pointfest, while the urge was playing, and i was crying, i dont even recall what all happened between 9:30 til the time i woke up this morning, and i still dont know what was bothering me, but going throught that last night showed me how much julie and i love one another. i was sitting there huddled in a ball, and she came over to see what was wrong, she didnt really help the situation, noone really did, but the fact that she cared and was there when i needed her meant alot to me, and that helped, just having her around me, pulled me through the night, i can honestly say i dont know if i would have been alright without her, i love her so much, with all of my heart.
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you were walking so peculiar like you have something to hide [30 May 2004|07:17pm]

Last night I had a dream in regards to Dillan. I woke up and it kind of frightened me.

I found myself on a grey dark street. It was raining and the only thing you could hear was the sound of rain. The sky was almost black and everything was so dark. The only colors you could see were blacks and greys and that blue overtone a very rainy day has. Sitting outside in a street, or maybe a sidewalk, curled up was Dillan. He was just sitting there getting rained on. I saw his brother with him, almost trying to console him. But his brother left and walked away.

I approached him sitting there and I knew he was in pain. I assume it was over a fight with his mom or something. I saw him and my heart shattered. I asked him what was wrong and he wouldn't tell me what had happened. I wanted to know so bad so I could fix it, so I could make everything better. Then I realized there was nothing I could do, and there was nothing I could do to change what had happened. It broke my heart.

I don't remember if I held him and I don't remember if I kissed him. All I remember was this terrible wretched feeling inside me from watching the boy I loved suffering so bad, and taking his pain like it was my own. I remember screaming inside my head why something so beautiful should have to suffer like this.

I woke up overwhelmed by how deep that dream felt. And I think that's when I finally understood how much I love him.
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hrmph. [27 May 2004|03:02pm]

[ mood | frustrated ]

I wish Dillan had a phone.

Not a cell phone.

A house phone. ANY phone.

Not seeing him all day sucks even more when I can't even talk to him.

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yeah yeah i know.... [26 May 2004|07:02am]
so this is kina ironic, following the last post, but i dont care. the perfect couple that started this community are no longer perfect. well maybe we're both still perfect, but we are definatly no longer a couple. for all the details, its on my stlpunk page, im too damn lazy to type it all out a bunch of times, its just not worth it
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yay for us!!!!!! [19 May 2004|07:29am]
today marks two months for me and julie, we rule cuz i love her and she loves me. and thats all you need to know

i love you babe, you're awesome
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[18 May 2004|04:51pm]

I like this community because I can go off on my silly girl tangents about my Dillan without worrying about pissing anyone off.
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[16 May 2004|01:02am]

Dillan's new pet name is 'baby pony'.

Dillan has a dog named Cid who looks like a giant polar bear. He's a Great Perinese and a yellow lab mix and he's such a sweetheart. And he likes me a lot because I'm a girl, and he's a whimp so deep voices scare him. So he likes girls. And I'm awesome. But yah. Dil's brother says 'baby pony!!' to Cid in this really high pitched almost helium-induced voice and it's the cutest thing. So that's Dil's new name.

So yeah.
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hey agian!!!!!!!! [15 May 2004|11:28pm]
yeah so as you all figured i love julie. but i dont think you grasp the awesomeness with which i love her. she is just so amazing. im sorry but the english language just doesnt let me describe her, shes just too amazing. each and everyday its like falling i love with her over and over, it soooooooooooooooooooooo amazing. i love julie. and thats all that there is to it

i love you babe
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[06 May 2004|08:35pm]

[ mood | moody ]

I have recently found out there are some haters....*cough* rose *cough* and i dont care what she thinks of this because I love my nick.

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[01 May 2004|09:20am]

[ mood | Happy ]

We are HAWT!!



Hawt-Ness behind hereCollapse )
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[29 Apr 2004|05:42pm]

[ mood | happy ]

I ♥ Chris oooodles.
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while im at it [29 Apr 2004|05:30pm]

whenever I try to edit a picture of him, I try to make everyone capable of seeing him how I do. Absolutely fucking gorgeous.

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+ let your beauty unfold + [29 Apr 2004|05:23pm]

[ mood | cheerful ]

mood: cheerful
music: Placebo
I think this is where I'm going to go on and on about how beautiful Dillan is. Normally I wouldn't do such a thing, but I guess there's a place for it in this community, and anyway, Nick told me to write an entry about how perfect Dillan is. Which is cool. But let's just focus on his physical appearance for now.

Just to be shallow.

Dillan is hands down, the most gorgeous boy I have ever seen in person. If I could take every perfect physical trait and jam it all into one person, he's probably about what I'd come up with. When I look at him, the only thing I can think about is how beautiful he is and half the time I'm not even paying attention to what he's saying. His beauty blocks my mind and often I have to look away to be able to even think of anything else.

My favorite part about him would probably be his eyes. They remind me of two sparkling blue pools and every time I look into them I find myself drowning, and I can't help from choking on their gaze. In the right light they'll resemble a pale gray, or even a deep black from a distance. Boys must have fun hair and I could sit and play with his hair all day. It's like a fluffy cuddly spider, and I always rub his head, whether he likes it or not.

Soft, precious pink lips. And little freckles on his nose.

He's incredibly pale but that's about half the sexiness. His skin is amazing because it's so clear, very unlike many many boys out there. No blemishes or imperfections anywhere, just pale clean skin. His body is fucking hot too. You wouldn't suspect it, but he's remarkably built if he takes his shirt off.

Not to mention he's 5'5 and 127 pounds, which pretty much makes him my my-size barbie doll. Perfect cuddle size. Cuddly Dillan is the BEST.

If we had kids, they'd be fucking hot.

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[28 Apr 2004|06:07pm]

[ mood | loving ]

Julie-I love my roman more then anything. He means the world to me. He makes me smile with just the thought of him. I have never been as happy as I am with him. I could lay and snuggle with him for hours upon hours. When he tells me he loves me I melt. He is the greatest person I have ever met. I love him more and more everyday.

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